Emotional Diarrhea.

27Mar07

Tears twentyfourseven.
Everyone on my support team is concerned for my safety. Just plain concerned. And it irritates me that my Nutritionist would even bring up the idea of treatment. Not like “oh maybe you should be in treatment” but just like entering a hospital. But I know what would happen. [...]

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How To Deal.

26Mar07

I blame the medication. It’s not an excuse. It’s the truth. For about a week everything was the way it should. I was eating (or trying to) a good eighty percent of my plan. Alright, that’s a lie. I wasn’t eating. I was up to all of my [...]

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I Can’t Make You Any Prettier.

18Mar07

People are just retarded. It’s like, do you think I’m Jesus? What makes you think I can just offer you something for free? And who gave you the power to think you’re the shit? And who, most importantly… gave you the idea that I could give you a discount? People, [...]

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Make This Go On Forever.

15Mar07

This afternoon I did something stupid. And I kind of regret it. Because it was kind of an impulse decision. Afterwards I called one of my supports to tell her. And she wasn’t the least bit thrilled, but reminded me of something important. If you’re giving your all to a [...]

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Bold As Love.

15Mar07

There’s this theory I’ve developed. And I have put it to the test. My belief is that whatever kind of coffee you drink, there’s a realtionship to your personality. It makes sense. For example, my coffee drink is a half-caf nonfat Caramel Macchiatto. The Caramel Macchiatto is bold, dependable, opinionated [...]

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